changing...

Well, after alot of thinking and praying and pondering I decided that right now I need some me time, I know that may seem pretty selfish, cause it is. But, if I can find a little more peace on the inside, my kids will benefit on the outside. I quit my job with the School and I will miss the kids tremendously, but My kids need my heart more. So yeah i will probably spend the next couple of days, i mean weeks, laying around in my jammies thinkin about the days when i had 4 kids under the age of 7 and praying for the day they would all be in school. Lo and behold......its here. I cant believe it. Time has gone by soo fast!!!
Then when, i mean if, i get bored of laying around in my jammies (is that possible?) I think I might go take a class or two over to the USU campass in brigham. I would really like to learn about physcology.
Changes scare me but i realize we dont progress without it. baby steps (like in What About Bob?) hahaha.

Stetson got his spacers in and the bands on his teeth today so that next week he can get the brackets on....needless to say he went to bed with a sore mouth. He asked me befor he went to bed "Is it going to hurt like this all the time?" I just chudkled and sang "you've only just begun." he looked at me wierd and went to bed.

Ruger and Levi are changing their Christmas lists at least 2 times a day.. They are so exited!! I even might enjoy it this year....

Joe is driving me crazy with this camera thing he is kinda obsessed with. It will be fun to have and im glad he agrees with me that it would be great for the kids and thier activities. But enough compareing already just get one!!!!

And brandi, I never know sometimes whether i should speak to her directly or go the safe route and use the technology we have been blessed with and just text her. I usually pick the latter.

Change for me is a little tuff, but i enjoy watching my kids change and grow each day...They are my reasons for breathing....